Does caring so much really matter?
It's always been difficult for me not to care. I wish I could be care-free, literally. It's a burden. It weighs me down to have so many rules and omg the principles! I go back and forth between wanting to stay true to who I am and giving it all up. Maybe people who care less are on to something. Do the things I care so much about matter at all? And who do they matter to?
The world is changing so fast right now. I don't think it's going to slow down. Some people are calling this moment another covid moment (too soon??) I don't know... Is it? I guess I understand the framing. The virus in this case is AI and it feels like the lab has leaked the virus. Or did the virus break free of the lab? Things are intensely weird and it feels like this is going to get ugly af.
Some days I feel like I know things. Today, I don't. I don't want to sleep. All I want to do is poke and prod the virus.